Monday, January 30, 2006

....no filibuster...damn...

what a world...

...I never thought that the decision to call to have the surgery is the most difficult I've ever have to do... It's like skydiving...you're psyched and looking forward to doing it, and as soon as you're on the plane and looking down, ready to jump, you FREEZE...and you don't know if you want to follow through. But, you're ready to go, and you've been thinking about it for so long, now the moment is there....what are going to do?

...Tomorrow is another day....

Oh yeah....I have a BLOG that I can update!!!

Well....

It's been a while. I don't have an excuse as to why I haven't posted since September. Probably because no one reads, let alone, konws about this blog. Now that friends know about it, I have to update now, or else...you know, what's the point? Oh, and I know that I should be working, instead of posting, so spare me...my conscience is bothering me enough as it is...



...i've been feeling like my friend the evil monkey lately...not all the time, and not at anyone in particular. Well, all I know is that surgery is imminent...I have CTS and am planning to do the release surgery...so in that time there have been plenty of "shoulda woulda coulda" arguments that go through my head, primarily the first six years I learned to play drums (I am self-taught and went to no one to see if I even was holding the sticks correctly, which I wasn't) but it is my hope that all will go well with surgery and recovery (10-14 days).

What to do while in recovery, and I'm out of work for 2+ weeks??? Well, I could take a poll...I was planning on reading some more (getting back into that Dostoyevsky book)and practicing drums with the right hand only...that would be a good way to get some serious practice time on my right hand....I'll eventually have to do the surgery on the right hand too, but right now the left will suffice.

...eechh..I just had some Zingers I bought from the vending machine, and now I'm regretting buying them....

..one thing I got from the hand surgeons' consultation today was that I have what he calls "big mitts" ....nothing particularly difficult about the surgery, just that the scar will be bigger.

Ladies? If big hands means big you-know-what, then it's TRUE! It's all TRUE! :) Anyway, I have big hands...and...I have big hands....the belly that accompanies it is big also...that's something that needs to be worked on.

A friend of mine says it's part of my image...I see what he's saying, but....the image is not getting me anywhere...except an early grave...sorry to get so morose.



OKAY! Get happy! Plug in your Ipods and play that happy music!

Oh, and REPUBLICANS STILL, AND WILL ALWAYS, SUCK!!!! Filibuster Alito!!!! He is the last piece in the "Fascist" puzzle the Neo-Cons have decided to play with our lives. We're not allowed, not invited. It's only our lives at stake, nothing more...

Happy Monday!